If Everything Stayed The Same

If everything stayed the same
I'd be back there living in a memory
Just you and me
Like yesterday
Problem is I like it there
It's not so bad living in history
Just you and me all alone
It's like I'm standing in a field of grass that's been cut down
It's been cut down bare and I'm just standing there
Let it be let it go is what they all say
This place I used to call home
Truth is it haunts me scared
These empty rooms
I've dared to walk in all alone
Full of webs and family scenes still alive in me
What part of me has to die so that I can move on?
I don't know that man at all
I fear nothing more in life than to lose what I have loved
I'm on my knees I'll beg ya please
If everything stayed the same
I'd be back there living in a memory
Just you and me
Like yesterday
Is there something I left here or did you take it with you
Thought I'd come back just one more time to see
Like the sunlight through the window in the kitchen
For a moment I will be here then I'm gone
Pardon me
I came to see
If there was something left of me
Is there anything left of me
Anything left of me