Stranger In My Own Home

I'm all out of words,
Feel like a stranger in my own home
Scrolling through my notes
If old feelings never die,
Then where do they go
What is this obsession?
With making everything so complex
Maybe there's no more reason
To figure out what comes next
Overthinker
Daydreamer
Always high on emotions,
Emotions
But now
I'm going out at night
Spending time with people I don't care about
Walking by myself in streets I don't recognise
Cause I'm away
Going out at night
Spending time with people I don't care about
Walking by myself in streets I don't recognise
Cause I'm away from the city
I'm tired of blaming everything on you
I keep forgetting that this game's for two
It's never ending but this time I'm through
When I get down you know it's never good,
Never good
There's no other way
Shit's all the same but in a different day
Lose touch from reality
Keeps playing tricks on me
Replaying all the times I messed up
I'm older but I haven't learned from my mistakes
Feel like a stranger in my own home
Feel like there's nobody to come home to
Company's never been an option
When you've got nothing to lose
Feel like it's never stopping anytime soon
Feel like I already had this conversation
Well, I've got nothing to lose
Feel like a stranger in my own home
Feel like there's nobody to come home to
Company's never been an option
When you've got nothing to lose
Feel like it's never stopping anytime soon
Feel like I already had this conversation