Tasting Blood

Carrying a grudge
Burdened by the weight of it
Great merciful judge (Great merciful judge)
Have pity on my I beg

Atrophy
Lack of movement, I've been still for weeks
Blue in the face cause I'm not breathing
Memories are being made presently
Bury them deep inside

When I gaze into the sky on a winter night
I don't think or reply when the moon asks of me
"Will you gaze into I for just one more night?"
"And make that a pact here with me?"

Take my naive heart and bury it
At sea, where I won't find it
I'll swim and swim until I'm out of strength
And see your face as I'm drowning
Take my youthful love and complicate
Throw down the blame, necessitate
That I build up my walls, and learn to hate
Learn to hate myself

And as I'm drowning, I see you smiling

Vacillate, options that I have now are dwindling
Telling myself just to go with it
Take it like only I could
Taste of my own blood

And to think that I would never see another sunrise
Or soak in the moonlight
Breathe the mountain air
If I have to find a way out
Let it be a way through this hell
Find the center of myself

Take my naive heart and bury it
At sea, where I won't find it
I'll swim and swim until I'm out of strength
And see your face as I'm drowning
Take my youthful love and complicate
Throw down the blame, necessitate
That I build up my walls, and learn to hate
Learn to hate myself