Affairs

You say I'm the problem you could never solve
Your always so loathsome, how'd you even know
Scrolling, wasting time, endlessly on your phone
I'm not doing any better, I prefer to be alone
It was one weekend
We'd been texting for a week
I made sure she didn't see it, yeah yeah
I was following my demons
I thought she'd leave me
I didn't understand my feelings, yeah yeah
I won't open up, they won't call my bluff
I make sure to obsure my meaning
And I act aloof, I won't tell the truth
I try so hard to make sure you believe it
Head starts spinning, heart full of regret
I don't think that I'm winning
Cheat on my girlfriend, I think I'm sinning
Didn't even pay for the train, I'll always stay skimming
(She act like a moody bitch, I think imma go through with it)
Lean in to the game, asking my friends and they all think the same (it's a bad crowd)
You say I'm the problem you could never solve
Your always so loathsome, how'd you even know
Scrolling, wasting time, endlessly on your phone
I'm not doing any better, I prefer to be alone
Listen, I stay distanced
I got multiple masks and their all different
I got different ones for each mistress
But you don't need to know, that's my business
I can interchange them
Switch it up, rearrange them
It's how I live life so free and painless
Lifes like a movie, how's it so entertaining
I got problems, why I push you faraway
Told me if I communicate then maybe you will stay
Treat you like a Atari when I'm playing all these games
Pushed her to the side, fell in love with the fame (didn't show my shame)
You say I'm the problem you could never solve
Your always so loathsome, how'd you even know
Scrolling, wasting time, endlessly on your phone
I'm not doing any better, I prefer to be alone
You say I'm the problem you could never solve
Your always so loathsome, how'd you even know
Scrolling, wasting time, endlessly on your phone
I'm not doing any better, I prefer to be alone