Is This Who I Wanna Be?
The way I've grown
The things I know
Help me god just answer me
Is this who I wanna be
Let me tell you all a little of my story
Skip the song if you think this is boring
You're not the first one to ignore me
Act even worse if you think this is funny
It all started out in first grade
Ended up with tears on my face
People throwing meat cause I'm vegetarian
Went through it almost like a veteran
You probably
Wanna stab me
Wanna kill me just can't break me
You see
I'm a whole different person now
You're a guy with just one eyebrow
It's in the past so let's forget it now
I've got whole other things on my mind now
You see this girl I remember her kiss
Talk about love that's the only thing I miss
Oh shit I think I'm in misery
My teacher found my weed while sitting in chemistery
Smoke the pain away
Living fantasy
But the truth won't change like it's meant to be
I miss my sister wish she living next to me
And my brothers aren't acting easily
I still love them though
They're my family
The only thing always standing next to me
The way I've grown
The things I know
Help me god just answer me
Is this who I wanna be
Third grade already did my third drug
Popping pills new friends wish me good luck
Skipping class on a daily base you should have
Seen the teachers' face when I said
In the fourth grade I'll try some more
But in reality I just got even nore bored
I got a
New band now School's out
Fuck school we'll smoke loud
But my problems won't go by itself
I know the time when I was desperately looking for help
No-one answering the fucking phone when I was
Trying to avoid home
Wipe your tears cause I found my goal
It ain't soccer it ain't math no it's something more
I don't need to be the persone you adore
I'm an artist and one day you'll mis this
The way I've grown
The things I know
Help me god just answer me
Is this who I wanna be