Murder My God

I sit in empty rooms and try to empty heaven
I've got no insurance on this body I've been given
I don't even take care of it because it's only rented
I never pay respects and now I'm running low on credits
I'm blacking out the camera lens and moving undetected
Cause that's the only method I can move without rejection
I settle for less, because it's easier than stressing
It's way to much work to try to figure out the message
I don't want no one looking on me, they try to check my progress
And I can feel the eyes upon me when I sit in silence
It's hard to focus when I'm object of surveillance
Fake like there's a difference between angels and satan
And neither of them welcome the gazes from the black
I miss the prophecy I had before I was aware of one in fact
I want to re-track the time lapse
And bring back the time that I felt like I might find
That I was all alone

And if you ask me what I needed It wouldn't be repeated
I guarantee there's freedom to be gladly defeated
If you ask me what I'd do if it would further my odds
I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god
And if you asked me what I wanted I'd tell you I've been haunted
And bothered by the concept getting something accomplished
If you asked me what I'd do if it would further my odds
I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god

At a young age, I'm taught to fear what I don't know
But I don't know a lot so guess I'll hide away
Oh, figured out a secret if you wait til tomorrow
You wasted time that you could've spent dying today
It's finding a way
I light both ends and now it's burning up
I cup a candle light you'd be surprised what facts turns up
They've been disguised (found) in the most unlikely of places
Now they're being unveiled by most unsightly of faces
I know the standards, I know my limitations
I'm sick of keeping up with all the other expectations
It's best to bet your patience
Everybody needs an excuse to make mistakes
And everybody's looking for a promise to break
If we could keep a secret, and we could just be honest
We wouldn't need nobody looking on us
I like to turn out the lights and listen to my breath
And act like I'm the only one left

And if you ask me what I needed It wouldn't be repeated
I guarantee there's freedom to be gladly defeated
If you asked me what I'd do if it would further my odds
I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god
And if you ask me what I wanted I'd tell you I've been haunted
And bothered by the concept getting something accomplished
If you asked me what I'd do if it would further my odds
I'd say the perfect crime would have been to murder my god