BPD

Everytime
I am
So blind
Too many
Left me
Behind
I cry
You make me
AHHHH
Scream in my mind
Overthinking
Over drinking
I am sinking
There’s no beaming
There’s no light to this whole thing
I should quit while I’m ahead
Stop believing
He hates me
She hates me
My friends hate me
My family hate me
My pets hate me
I hate myself
There’s nothing to believe
Quit dreaming Thеre’s good life
Once you makе it out Too many negatives
To put me down
I feel the hate around
I just wanna pick this up
I just wanna end it right now

[Interlude]

[Verse 2]
Yeah no ones gonna get me after this song
No ones gonna be here for me all along
I know I will die alone
Hating that you leaving me
Hate that you hate me
What can I do to fix that?
What can I do for you to come back?

Every girl has left me cause of how worried I get
Every male friend has left me cause I’m a threat
Every female friend has left me cause their uncomfortable
No matter what I do to apologise it’s impenetrable
I joke from time with people
But they see me being serious and evil
It hurts me to my core cause it’s deceitful
I just wanna rip my heart cause I’m not terrible
I just wanna be gone if I’m honest
So you all can live without me If thats a promise