Happy...?

[Verse 1: Sinneyy]
I used to be happy,now I just feel down
I used to know,but I don’t know who I am
What was I made for?
What was I made for?

[Verse 2: Sinneyy]
I feel my life is a branched timeline
Wasn’t meant to exist and wasn’t meant to be alive
Just something I can’t ignore
So what was I made for?

[Chorus: Sinneyy]
Cause I,I
I don’t know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don’t know how to love
But some day, I might
I might