J.H
[Chorus: Skyler Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm runnin' out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
[Verse 1: Sinneyy]
I’m losing my mind how you don’t want to fix this
Your my bro and yeah I’m tired of this shit
I know the things I said and your in the middle of it
I’m mentally impaired and but it’s no excuse for my bullshit
You picked me up when no one wanted me in that community
I’m thankful for all the times that you always listen to me
You may not have the best advice but your always been the real And deep
I don’t think you realise what you fucking truly mean to me
Not the slightest clue Cause me and you
We’re bros just like a duo crew
You should believe it cause it’s true
Never ever second guessed you
How many times Am I gonna lose another real one dude
I sent paragraphs
God I must be a annoying man
But you took it all in and it knew it was in the past
You risk a lot things for me and I know it can’t be easy
I say a lot of stupid things that I regret you see
I never see things properly
And that’s how people doubt me
No wonder I’m a mess cause
[Chorus: Skyler Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm runnin' out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
[Verse 2: Sinneyy]
It hurts when I see you struggle,cause
I wanna help you but i know you don’t wanna cause a hustle but I know your in a puzzle
You need help and you need encouraging
I want you believe in yourself cause you motivate those kids
You maybe a douche you maybe a prick
But all I know you have a heart for people
So don’t give in
Cause I know your getting lazy and you don’t believe in yourself no more
But I can endure no more
You know who you fucking are,you a fucking mentor
Get the fuck up J from the floor
And not like before
You help me and you don’t even know it
You help me and you don’t even need to show it
I felt the whole group against me But you reassured it
I know times get hard and but please don’t please don’t turn your back on friends
I know we can amend
I know it’s not the end
I know we’ve gone though worse
And I never meant to offend
I love you bro never second guess
Now I’m crying out for your help
I feel depressed now
With this mental health
You mean more to me then my wealth
I ain’t giving up faith and Come back man for fuck sake cause
[Chorus: Skylar Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm runnin' out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
[Verse 3: Sinneyy]
You’re the one who gave me the nickname
You’re the one who motivates me on the Siege games
You’re the one who makes me laugh on a bad day
I know I’m not in the best of frame
But believe me when I’m say I’m in pain
I’m not okay
You’re not to blame you were only just trying to help
Be real about it and yeah and nothing else
I should listen to you more and fuck everyone else
I’m sorry for using the word narcissist
Probably the word that got me in this shit
I look into things to deep you taught me just to drop it it’s not that deep
You know I’ve gone though friends,trusted them and then they left
They said they’d be here until the death
Where the fuck are they when I needed them?
I don’t see anyone anymore just you Javan
And If I ever need to apologise
This is the right time
I’m sorry for my mistakes and how I acted
True friendships come in hard times nothing plastic
I’m sorry man please forgive me
Your friend As I write cause
[Chorus: Skyler Grey]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm runnin' out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life