My Punishment

Lost in the mirror I stare face to face with fear
Trapped here for years prepared to waste away it's clear
Evil permeates my space my void mentality
I run the rat race let's turn up the gravity

My insides wither away and die
I'm feeling like my whole life's a lie
Please tell me what else is left but to cry
I just wanna spend my whole life inside

Locked away from the world I don't wanna livе
This way I've got so much more to give
I fuckеd up and this is my punishment
From across the room I'm staring at my gun again

Kicked when I'm down I'm just sick of sticking around
A fist full of frowns beat me down fuck this town
Why does this shit always seem to happen to me
The universe fucked me up for human I'm barely passing

My insides wither away and die
I'm feeling like my whole life's a lie
Please Tell me what else is left but to cry
I just wanna spend my whole life inside

Locked away from the world I don't wanna live
This way I've got so much more to give
I fucked up and this is my punishment
From across the room I'm staring at my gun again