Forever

Almost cried in the car with my mom today
She was trying to cheer me up
But I could tell she was pained
To see me like this again
And that part of it hurt just as much

Did you hear the new study they’re citing now?
How it’s so much worse than we all knew
I still haven’t yet grieved
What I thought life would be
Before any of us had a clue

Am I the only one
Who thinks that it might never end

Have you heard of the Fermi paradox?
I’ll explain it, but poorly, I’m sure
It states that if the universe is truly infinite
There would be aliens at our shores
One solutions that’s that they’re too far away
And the distance prevents their arrive
The worst solution is that sentience destroys itself
And that’s why we will never survive
Am I the only one
Who thinks that it might never end
I don’t care about what it all means anymore
I just want to wake up
And not feel like I’m going to die

I don’t want to be miserable anymore
I don’t want to let anyone down
But the world doesn’t care who you want to be
And it never lets anyone out
Am I the only one
Who thinks that it might never end
Am I the only one
Who thinks that it might never end