Closing Chapters (A Goodbye)
Fumbling these words, wiping tears up out my eyes
You know that feeling that you get inside your throat before you cry
It's like I'm shaking to my core and then you steady asking why
This time I feel the truth would hurt you way more than a lie
See there's this road that I am walking down, I need to go alone but
I don't wanna leave you cuz you make me feel at home
Why does doing what is best me for me have me feeling wrong
I need you to keep it pushing, imma need you to be strong
The garden we were growing starting dying and I feel it first
So I'm leaving in hopes that you won't feel it worse
I thought growing pains were easy. now I feel it hurt
I take my med and then endure the pain until it works
Closing chapters
It's all over and gone
Over and gone
You'll probably hate me and I get it, I would prolly hate me too
But I never meant to hurt you, hope you know that much is true
The problem wasn't one you see the problem it was two
It was us, the way we worked, we weren't producing any fruit
You deserve more than the credit that I gave you
How can I say I love you, if I'm always tryna change you
And I know a part of me was always tryna save you
But now I gotta ask myself, who really saved who
I'm in a hero in a story but a villain in another
And if you have a moment say I'm sorry to your mother
But I had to save myself cuz I could feel me going under
And I wish that I could answer all the questions you may wonder, but I can't
Closing chapters
It's all over and gone
Over and gone
I hope you find somebody that can give you what you need
I hope you find somebody that can really give you peace
I lost myself in all the little things that I believed
Giving all my food to all the demons that would feed
Goodbyes are not for me I'm always bad at it
And I'm not good with change, it's like a bad habit
All the stupid things we did we sat laughed at it
How can I leave the past alone if I look back it
So replace me
Don't try to chase me
Just erase me please
I know you hate me
Closing chapters
It's all over and gone
Over and gone
Now I'm all alone and I'm just hoping that it helps
And I hope that you replace me, hope you find somebody else
This pain I feel inside, is one of the worst that I've ever felt
But I'm just playing with all of the cards that I was dealt
Now I'm all alone and I'm just hoping that it helps
And I hope that you replace me, hope you find somebody else
This pain I feel inside, is one of the worst that I've ever felt
Cuz I just had to choose between loving you or myself
I'm sorry man