Icarus/ Thank You (An Epilogue & A Prayer)

Cold summers, getting drunk, dropping money that I needed
Put these smiles up on my face to hide the spots where I was bleeding
Ask me why I bite my tongue and I would tell you I was teething
Cuz I only felt alive, when I would live what I was dreaming
And dreams don't have a limit, but some people do
And it kills me cuz I always tried to be with you
Cuz you was lookin for an out
You looking for an escape
You could see how I was hurting
You ain't wanna see me break
I can't stop thinking about it
All these boys, all these problems
I just hope they understand I
Had to deal with all this damage
Party girls and all this alcohol
I didn't know who I was at all
I just hope they understand I
Had to deal with all this damage
I think I flew up, way too close the sun
I'm free falling, but it's a breath of fresh air
I think I flew up, way too close the sun
I'm free falling, but it's a breath of fresh air
Iain understand the healing til I did it
Feeling what I'm feeling had me scared and I'll admit it
Feeling what I'm feeling Iain hold another minute
But heading is a process that ain't ever really finished
If I am alone, I'll be alone
Me, myself and God cuz with Him I'm feeling strong
I hope you feel the pain that I have poured into the song
To know sometimes it hurts to get to places you belong
It's easy when it's wrong
I can't stop thinking about it
All these boys, all these problems
I just hope they understand I
Had to deal with all this damage
Party girls and all this alcohol
I didn't know who I was at all
I just hope they understand I
Had to deal with all this damage
I think I flew up, way too close the sun
I'm free falling, but it's a breath of fresh air
I think I flew up, way too close the sun
I'm free falling, but it's a breath of fresh air
But I'm worth every single star plus the moon and all the universe
Tryna tell you how to heal, is something I wasn't doing first
The strongest are the ones that feel everything even when it hurts
I'd rather let it out than hold it in and be feeling worse
Ending cycles, breaking chains
Closing chapters, releasing pain
How can you say that you better but you still the same
Had to learn the art of letting go
Cuz when seasons change you gotta have room there to grow
I can't stop thinking about it
All these boys, all these problems
I just hope they understand I
Had to deal with all this damage
Party girls and all this alcohol
I didn't know who I was at all
I just hope they understand I
Had to deal with all this damage
I think I flew up, way too close the sun