Helpless

Hook:
Walls surround me, they're closing in, it's cold and bare, cuz I'm alone in here. cll those times I've waited for help to appear, you were there for me, I can finally breathe i'm helpless

Verse 1:

I feel so fucking helpless
Wish I could write a song just to help this
No skill could ever help me
How bad does it have to get
No in between this and killing myself
Here i go again
I feel my pulse going heavy
If I'm not dying now, then I wish id already
My breaths running short, can't breathe, dark thoughts
Heart stops, too fast, all my hope have left
Cant cope, want death please save me im less
My thoughts are eating my soul
cs i fuel the fire i'm losing control
Blowing their phone,but im blocking their calls
They're trying to help but im screaming for more
Please i need more!
How could anyone love me,
If im like this even my family shouldnt support me
I'm trying my best but it sure fucking costs me
No one's gonna need me, that's it
I feel their eyes like bullets and none of them miss
Irrational thoughts are clouding my judgment, I shouldnt exist
cnymore but I'm afraid that they would judge me
They're all here, but im feeling so lonely..

Hook:
Walls surround me, they're closing in, it's cold and bare, cuz I'm alone in here. cll those times I've waited for help to appear, you were there for me, I can finally breathe i'm helpless

Verse 2
I'm drowning now please pull me close
Wipe my tears yeah pull me close
Now take me there I'll overdose
Wish there was no one to restrain me, so i could keep complaining
No one to restrain me so I will keep evading
No one to restrain me and here i am remaining
Cuz that's just how I is
Can't keep myself in check and i hope no one else is
Can't stand it but is it the light or the darkness
I love to see myself fall
But i'm sure no one else does
I love rock bottom though, give me something to fight for
When everything drown i got a reason to stand tall
I can't fall,but i am scratching the walls in the dark as i'm crawling towards a goal and a future i'm unsure of
Will i ever be happy, i asked myself while in Rain
Will i ever find love Dejavu still remains
Inspired by my Scars but i feel no pain
They fiend for my Tears
But we Still Need Tomorrow again

Hook:
Walls surround me, they're closing in, it's cold and bare, cuz I'm alone in here. cll those times I've waited for help to appear, you were there for me, I can finally breathe i'm helpless