Clinical's

I saw it coming I guess I felt nothing for you
But I chased you through the storm and I found you passed out on the roof
And I begged you to come down it's no place to be found out in this Oklahoma wind
I crossed out all sinners 'til I could not deliver and swear this never happens
Some people say you get off on pain
Is that the only way you can feel something
I guess I'm not ok
And your the one who oughta know
I'll go get loaded I'll call up all my friends
We'll raise a glass to right all the wrong we've been
And I'll be moving on before your clinicals are through
I break the spell and take a chance on what comes my way
It's a shame I'll never see you my long lost Señorita again
And I begged you to come down it's no place to be found out in this Oklahoma wind
I crossed out all sinners 'til I could not deliver and swear this never happens
Some people say you get off on pain
Is that the only way you can feel something
I guess I'm not ok
And your the one who oughta know
I'll go get loaded I'll call up all my friends
We'll raise a glass to right all the wrong we've been
And I'll be moving on before your clinicals are through
It's this shade of grey that brings me
To this place where I can see
The gap between who I was and who I am
When I held your heart in the back of my van
I left you alone I'll never do it again
I get low
Lower than ever before
It's alright
If you think
Of me sometimes when I'm not there
And I lay down
That weight
I couldn't hold no more
Some people say you get off on pain
Is that the only way you can feel something
I guess I'm not ok
And your the one who oughta know
I'll go get loaded I'll call up all my friends
We'll raise a glass to right all the wrong we've been
And I'll be moving on before your clinicals are through