Exit Wounds (Acceptance)

""When she feels Is just short of nothing But she's still more than something I can't No I can't watch her cry While she cries I'm calling out your name But still resistant Who assumes the blame? And then it all comes down To the suffering you felt Intended just for me For me It's all for me If you take this all away And it still keeps bleeding While your God looked the other way Did it all mean nothing? It's sinking in I'm still adjusting Below the dream Was just dysfunction Memories I've half erased Have replaced this life That's dead and left behind It's soothing like a murder What did you bury? The world that is collapsing Keeps the tragedy relapsing And it's gone If you take this all away And it still keeps bleeding While your God looked the other way Did it all mean nothing? Conscience broken Words aren't spoken Conscience is broken Words aren't spoken For me For me It's all for me To see It's just for me She fucks him violently For me It's just for me Disease is all I know Nothing means anything to me She fucks him violently For me It's just for me Disease is all I leave For me It's all for me It all comes to an end For me It's just for me""