Back Then

This isn't what I wanted
This isn't how I thought it'd be
Look at where we started
Can we get that back

This isn't what I wanted
This isn't how I thought it'd be
Look at where we started
Can we get that back

Seems to me all of my senses been under attack
Seamlessly you gave me the credit my ego lacked
Can't explain, thinking whatever I wrote was sounding whack
Sitting on top of my doubt I was just trying to get

Back to the fantasy stages
Colorful pages
Turned down all of the wages
Cranked the relations

Before the dank was on the table
Willing and able
I had high spirits from ground level
Kept it stable

Now my thoughts like to down spirit and give him labels
I ain't playing them games no more
Joy came to my place
She not on the way no more
I let go of my face
You offer a way to soar

If you was planning on ghosting me
You could've stayed at the door
I can't take it no more
Another lost tear in this world
When it rains it pours
Releasing this anger of yours
I got no hate at the core
It's all love, you know my heart pure

Heart was yours, you treated it well back then
It was empty, I'ma step up from the past tense
Back when I rode in the back of Acuras
Slow jams blastin'
Guide the chaos like aqueducts

Seems to me all of my senses been under attack
Seamlessly you gave me the credit my ego lacked
Can't explain, thinking whatever I wrote was sounding whack
Sitting on top of my doubt
I was just trying to get
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