Mixed Emotions
Girl I don't need you don’t need you don't need you
I want you gone so you can proceed too
But I still want you still want you still want you
Mixed Emotions in my head so that's not new
Like she was shopping threw me in her cart
Had me confused straight from the start
She had her receipt took me back to the mart
I feel like simp-son just call me Bart
She left me cold like she took my jacket
I’m tired of tennis but still made a racket
That girl had some walls wouldn't let me crack em
Feels like I'm losing my mind I wish I could track him
Can't feel any love think I need a potion
Maybe it’ll help get rid of these emotions
I hate when I'm on my phone and I see you
It makes me think I can't live without you
Yea can't live without you sounds kinda harsh
But I'm swimming through these mixed emotions in my brain just like a marsh
And with you gone I really just can’t seem to get my grip
So I'm sitting here trying not to drown but said fuck it yo let's take a dip
Deep into my mind
What’ll you find
Memories I wish I could rewind
Things I never said right at that time
Cuz I'm way to quiet like a mime
Keep my true feelings wrapped up in a bind
And just say bullshit like yeah I'm fine
I actually just started to feel okay
Because I thought you were here to stay
But you lied and you left so yeah I’ve enough
Shit was Crystal clear I saw right thru the bluff
And now I'm all alone again and it's big tough
Didn't think that we would end because of small stuff
Girl I don't need you don’t need you don't need you
I want you gone so you can proceed too
But I still want you still want you still want you
Mixed Emotions in my head so that's not new
Mixed emotions in my head that come from overthinking
While I bet you’re out having fun partying and drinking
Your wave hit my boat and now that shits sinking
Wonder how many guys you text talkin bout linking
I just gotta try and stop and get you off my mind
Keep the memories short just like a vine
I’ve been at home wasting too much time
It's not the same thought that I would be fine
Yea She told me I'm too broken
To much damage in my head and so she just stopped hopin
Said I have too many dreams to chase like I’m sleep need to be awoken
Then she tried to tell me that she loves me bitch ur joking
(Stop, hold up)
I Don't wanna hear that
Everything I tried to do for you
You leaving yeah I feared that
I had way too much love for you
Your next man won't give near that
Dungeon in my head to get over you
I'm bout to clear that
Tell me why you couldn't see it?
Ya I’m out here chasing dreams
But I’m bout to achieve it
I feel like I’m Naruto
And you couldn't believe it
But once I’m on Hokage level
I know ur gonna grieve it
Girl I don’t need you don't need you don't need you
I want you gone so you can proceed too
But I still want you still want you still want you
Mixed Emotions in my head so that's not new
Like she was shopping threw me in her cart
Had me confused straight from the start
She had her receipt took me back to the mart
I feel like simp-son just call me Bart
She left me cold like she took my jacket
I’m tired of tennis but still made a racket
That girl had some walls wouldn't let me crack em
Feels like I'm losing my mind i wish i could track him