Descending

Misery
The world around can’t see it
Meet my doom
There’s this disconnected feeling
Left alone
Forget who i used to be
Total lost
All my thoughts are negative

I raise my head
And lower it
Once i shut my eyes
There are these visions

The void
Will devour me from inside
Deep in me
A demon came into my head
Nobody
Recognizes my cry for help
Destroyed
My life is a pile of shards

I raise my head
And lower it
Once i shut my eyes
There are these visions

My mind is my prison
Always making the wrong decision
No luck for a stranded man
Self-initiated descent

Sometimes it feels like i am rising, flying
Then it feels like i am sinking, descending

Helpless and bitter
Alone with my thoughts
Senseless resentment
Brain fucked, my death sentence

What seemed to be my rescue
Turned out to be a trap
Suddenly i was alone inside the demon’s house

Distressed
The love that was supposed to redeem me
Oppressed
Is developing into a tragedy
Dependent
Putting my own dreams on hold
Slavery
I’m born to serve her needs

I raise my head
And lower it
Once i shut my eyes
There are these visions

My mind is my prison
Always making the wrong decision
No luck for a stranded man
Externally caused descent