Four Letters

I Can't say I love you
Lord knows I do
Them four letters words
Be the end of you
Cause I'm out there trapping and rapping to make do
If they catch me lacking
I was focus on you

I was raised to be strong and never show compassion
Unless it's my seeds
Never call me bastard
Never call me absent
I'm dedicated like occupation
I asked my lord and savior just to grant me patience
Cause temptation so contagious
You was a senior and younger I just graduated
You wanted to love me
I was too focus on getting this paper
Slip in and caught
I'm head strong never mind my heart
Refrigerated so cold and lost in the dark
You so intelligent and beautiful no streets smart
You always loved me unconditional
Never mind faults
If something was to happen
I'll click clack and loose it
Shoot up the whole entire world to feel my pain
Point proven

I Can't say I love you
Lord knows I do
Them four letters words
Be the end of you
Cause I'm out there trapping and rapping to make do
If they catch me lacking
I was focus on you

I'm up early I'm the morning
Before the sunrise
Two hours of sleep waking up still tired
Grinding for this paper what I'm doing
When you try to get to close I keep it moving
Everyday I pray for a way for you to be with me
I love you girl
Can't wear my heart on sleeve
And I know I'm sounding crazy
Cause one day you might save me
From dying in these streets
From someone who try to play me

Look
I ant got no problem with showing you or telling you how I feel about you
I just what I just be trying to protect you
Protect me from what
Cause if one of these niggas hurt you behind beefing with me

Why deceit me
Can't defeat me
Make me weakly
Call me creasy
I'm the man on fire
With a torch of pressure releasing
What make them think it's easy
Like a fat nigga
Greedy
If they touched one of mine
Now they whole family leaking
Got blood in my eyes this anit tears but I cried
Cause the pain that I'm feeling you only see on the inside
I got wicked thoughts
Trapped in my brain like a vault
Eating at my flesh and living life without you I'll be lost

Yeah I cried about it
I'm tired of shedding tears
I had to write about it
I'm ready to face my fears
Them four letters
Driving me insane
Your my medication erase away my pain

I do I do I do really mean it
I do I do I do really mean it
Them four letters
Driving me insane
Your my medication
Erase away my pain
I do I do I do really mean it
I do I do I do really mean it
Them four letters
Driving me insane
Your my medication
Erase away my pain

I Can't say I love you lord knows I do
Them four letters words
Be the end of you
Cause I'm out there trapping and rapping to make do
If they catch me lacking
I was focus on you