Crawling Again

I lay on the floor because I didn't deserve a bed
Voices that weren't mind echoing in my head
I look up at the ceiling and can see through the walls
I hate the outdoors
What's it good for?

I crawl inside myself to get some relief
But my gut is overflowing with grief
Panic panic oh it goes around and around
Everything's upside down
What do I do now?

How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)

I don't think I'm ever coming back from this
This is how I will have to exist
Nothing nothing not a thing
What will tomorrow bring?
Will those angels sing?
In a week or so this will all be a charade
I'll keep a high so I forget this parade
Until the next time it decides to come along
I do love their songs
I miss them when they're gone

How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me?
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)
How can you love me?
How can you want me? (want me, want me)

I see the devil everyday
I see the devil everyday
I see the devil everyday
And not even your face can wash that sin away