Queen of Deceit

She vanished just a month ago
I can not express
A dying man who hears no sound
His eyes convey his darkness
A roman death awaits me now
Honorable and mine
My happiness in unborn realms
I bought it before the first time

I'd have raised from my thoughts
But it just makes me lonely
I wish that you were fiction
A long lost moment of my time
You left me standing on the clouds
The rain beneath my stance
The sun was burning me alive
There was no god I lived by chance
I'll spend a year standing on the corner of your street
Just to watch you walk into the distance
My queen of deceit

I promised her the whole world
She kissed my palm, said "baby don't"
Maybe we'll make it through this dark valley to the ocean
Maybe we won't
I stayed stripped of my dignity
In humility I drowned
My cathartic shores in distant lands
Are waiting to be found

I'd have raised you from my thoughts
But it just makes me lonely
I wish that you were fiction
A long lost moment of my time
You left me standing on the clouds
The rain beneath my stance
The sun was burning me alive
There was no god I lived by chance
I'll spend a year standing on the corner of your street
Just to watch you walk into the distance
My queen of deceit