Despise Sleep

[Verse]
Under attack all the time, constantly, I need more time, I'm still stalling
Life downhill, it's all freefalling, I want silence, why are you still talking?
The barks get louder, please stop it for me
I'll die before I decide to live healthily
I don't want to sleep, I don't need the sleep
I'm scared of the sleep, scared of losing everything
I avoid it out of paranoia, it's causing me stress
Every time I lay down it might be my last bet
It's got a poor pay off, I don't need extra energy
I need more strength so I can fend off my enemies
Maybe my worst adversary is myself and my refusal to cooperate
Things would be easier if I could negotiate
Yet, I don't want to, 'cause I'm so stubborn
I'm not going to, I did not stutter
I did not stutter, halt, or even hesitate, this is my life, I'ma live it my way
If it leads to destruction, it was just too late

[Chorus]
Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate
Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate
Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate
Just congratulate, just congratulate, just congratulate

[Bridge]
Enjoy the little wins, but the last one is mine

[Verse]
Under attack all the time, constantly, I need more time, I'm still stalling
Life downhill, it's all freefalling, I want silence, why are you still talking?
The barks get louder, please stop it for me
I'll die before I decide to live healthily
I don't want to sleep, I don't need the sleep
I'm scared of the sleep, scared of losing everything
I avoid it out of paranoia, it's causing me stress
Every time I lay down it might be my last bet
It's got a poor pay off, I don't need extra energy
I need more strength so I can fend off my enemies
Maybe my worst adversary is myself and my refusal to cooperate
Things would be easier if I could negotiate
Yet, I don't want to, 'cause I'm so stubborn
I'm not going to, I did not stutter
I did not stutter, halt, or even hesitate, this is my life, I'ma live it my way
If it leads to destruction, it was just too late

[Chorus]
Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate
Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate
Don't feel sorry for me, just congratulate
Just congratulate, just congratulate, just congratulate