Some R Fake

[Verse 1]
How could I forget all those times we had?
Sitting at home, forgetting the past
But not you though, I still remember all the bullshit we did in December
I mean really, we was skipping school, learning how to misuse tools
Selling fake drugs to the bums at Lincoln
I can't remember what we was thinking
It was fun though, while it lasted, now all I do is get blasted
With these drugs that I take, some are real, some are fake
I don't care, same rеsult, and when things go wrong, it's not my fault
Shouldering the blamе, I'm bad at, I can keep it clean but it's just an act
Please just react to what I'm saying
Please just give me some communication
It's been so long, and things have changed
I was naïve for thinking it'd stay the same

[Verse 2]
Four years have passed, but the scar's still there
On my thumb, it still appears
Cut marks from all the shit, stabbed myself by accident
Walking home all from school, I was always in a mood
I didn't like the way things was, so I sold drugs to change it up
When I got home I always bathed to make the smell of cigarettes go away
I had a problem, I'll admit, but like so many I just couldn't quit
Like many do, I just progressed, I take so much shit to handle stress
Some might say I'm too much, I don't know, but I got a hunch
Graduated even though I never went to class
The school felt sorry and didn't fail my ass
It is what it is, but it's just the past, it is what it is, but it's just the past

[Outro]
I did nothing to deserve this