TRUE HOPE

[Intro]
I looked him right in his eyes
I can no longer lie
I can finally admit it after so much time
I just want to take his life

[Verse 1]
Look him right in the eyes
Ask if he's afraid to die
Wait for a reply
Adrenaline begins to rise
God gave me this knife
I just want to take a slice
I don't want to die
I want to take his life
I looked him right in his eyes
I can no longer lie
I can admit it finally, I wanted to kill him so badly
I wanted to kill him so fucking badly

[Verse 2]
He's pissed me off so much
Acting like he knows who I am
You don't wanna see who I am
I almost killed him at 11am
My mind was crying for me to stop
I had to make thе right call
As time started to fall
I didn't take a draw, and I lеt him live on
Let him live on
Might be a mistake
He might of realized that I was plotting on him
My dad took my knife, so when I see him
I have nothing to use
But my body still wants to dump his body like food
His words started to blur
My head focused in on making him hurt
I wanted to so bad
Not killing is hard when I know I can
God punishes me all the time
I wanted to execute him at the stoplight
It would've been too obvious so I couldn't right?

[Verse 3]
People say I need to relax, but the problem is that I can't
Vain told me I should've did it, Par told me he's happy I didn't
M2k said I need to chill out, I have too much talent to wild out
Someone needs to put me under control, because If I keep living like this
I'm going to lose my soul