i miss u

I don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Might go back to my room
And isolate myself again
Don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Gonna isolate myself yet again

I don't even know why I try anymore
Locking myself up and laying on the floor
Every time we make plans, they just might fail
I don't think that I'm gonna prevail
I haven't seen you in days, it fucking hurts
Waiting by my phone hoping to get an alert
I'm sitting in my room here missing you
Without an idea on what to do

I don't even know why I try anymore
I don't know why I'm locking up my door
Feel like I'm going insane
Something is wrong in my brain
Everything I want just gets ruined
These deep feelings of sadness are brewing
And I can't even say
What I ate today

I don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Might go back to my room
And isolate myself again
Don't even know why I try
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Gonna isolate myself yet again