Focus

I'm trynna keep sight but I'm losing my focus
I'm trynna keep pushing but I'm losing my motive
I swear I keep calling but is anyone there
And I keep crying out but man is anyone there
This moment right now has me caught up in such a big mess
And I know what I'm feeling I think that the word is depressed
Sometimes I feel like all I can do is straight dissapoint
And I'm trying to push through the pain while wondering what is the point
I'm feeling like King Kong when they shot him down
Or King Charles when they took the crown
I fight hard but don't never win
I'm so sick with no medicine
This fever got me so red hot
I wanna quit but I dare not
Cause half this fight here ain't for me
But I'm using up all of my energy
I tell people I'm just fine but I'm straight out my mind
And I'm talking to myself like boy will you ever pick up your grind
I wanna say I ain't never scared
I wanna say I don't have a care
But truth is I'm not perfect
And I really don't feel too worth it
I really don't feel too worth it
I really don't feel too worth it alright
I really don't feel too worth it
I really don't feel too worth it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Can we try this again is you feeling me
I swear that the wait is immaculate man and it's killing me
Maybe I'm pushing too hard or should I push harder
I just wanna quit but I don't wanna disappoint mother and father
I need Lasik so I can get my sights straight
Maybe I don't wanna fight hard cause I'm scared of letting my heart break
Cause this dreams so important but would you ever know
I say it in all of my songs but man am I letting it show
Please tell me am I contradicting myself
I'm going at it alone but God I need help
And I'm poring out my heart so people can hear
That not fulfilling my dreams is my biggest fear
I don't wanna be lost I don't wanna be broken
And I'm tired of trying so please help me conquer the things that I've spoken
And I know the road that I take ain't gonna be perfect
But someone please come here and show me that it's all worth it
Show me that it's all worth it
Show me that it's all worth it alright
Please show me that it's all worth it
Show me that it's all worth it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like
Will I ever make it ever make it ever make it I'm like