Over you

I hold a rose as I lean on the windowsill
And gaze at the world below
You were lost at sea and I tried to help you
But you couldn't hear me anymore
I don't wanna hold my breath over you
I don't wanna lose more sleep over you
I don't wanna feel this way over you
I don't wanna beat myself up, beat myself up
Over you
Well you've got the weight of it all on your shoulders and I know it
But I can't hold it for you anymore
It's the silence in the room how it echoes the truth
And helps remind me what I'm here for
I don't wanna hold my breath over you
I don't wanna lose myself over you
I don't wanna bleed to death over you
I don't wanna beat myself up, beat myself up, beat myself up, beat myself up