i don't cry

Sometimes I feel alone inside
Surrounded by my friends tonight
At war between my heart and mind
So I just laugh so I don't cry
So I don't cry
So I don't
I feel alone inside but all my friends are here
Why do I feel distant yet surrounded by my peers
Smile on my face so that you never see my tears
Almost like somebody's holding me and poking at my fears
There's so much on my mind I couldn't tell it all right now
No astrology or Myers Brigg can tell you all my doubts
If you stepped into my mind, you won't believe what flies around
Watch your head, watch your step, or you may not make it out
I don't feel like, I belong here
I don't feel like, I should be here
Will you love me, with all my fears
Will you love me, when I'm not here
I want you to be
The one who answers the phone
You care enough for me
With you I'm never alone
Smile on your cheeks
It start to hit me real slow
I hope you never leave
Through all the highs and the lows
Sometimes I feel alone inside
Surrounded by my friends tonight
At war between my heart and mind
So I just laugh so I don't cry
So I don't cry
So I don't