If You Really Must Know What Hurts Me The Most Is The Fact That You Still Exist

Have you ever stopped and wondered
If the world around you's changing
Or if it's just your mind?

Playing games and aging
Never ceasing
To amaze and destroy all you once held dear

But I need to understand
The tables have turned again
And for once in my life, I have no clue what I did
There's a wish I never met you
And none of them would change my worldview
Still, it pains me to say that
I know just what I did