Barely Survive

[Chorus]
We're putting on a disguise
To make him think that we thrive
But what I hide from your eyes
Is that I barely survive

[Verse 1]
Yeah when I'm sinking and I'm feeling alone
Myself I'm not together I'm not feeling at home
I don't feel the emotions I suppress with a phone
I guess the body in the closets gonna turn us some bones
I lie here broken socials keep me awake
I wonder more that I'll regret this mistake
'Cause there was always somеthing better to do
Than try to prove I'm not a shadow to you

[Chorus]
Wе're putting on a disguise
To make him think that we thrive
But what I hide from your eyes
Is that I barely survive

[Verse 2]
I'm like a bear in a circus
Writing letters to a furnace
Just a clown with two cents
Wishing on a well but it doesn't leave you Pennywise
Check the streams yeah they're all gone
You wanna dream? This the wrong song
Selim wishing me well but it hurts like hell when I wanna be somebody else

[Chorus]
We're putting on a disguise
To make him think that we thrive
But what I hide from your eyes
Is that I barely survive