Kaleidoscopes

Can you feel me breathing?
Does it feel like you had hoped?
Am I here or just a ghost?

Staring at the ceiling
Looking through kaleidoscopes
Seeing you just like I know

Turn me inside out
So you can see just what I'm talking about

That night

Can you feel me shaking
In this bed you left me in?
Will I be alone when winter hits?

Turn me inside out
So you can see just what I'm talking about

Turn me into doubt
Why don't we talk instead of shout?

That night
You looked so alive running through the darkness
Yearning like a child in botanic gardens
Glisten for me baby you're a fucking star

That fight
Didn't have to end our time if we could have stopped it
We didn't have to leave feeling so forgotten
You were everything that I could have wanted

I knew you were on the phone when I started calling
I thought that you'd hang up and you'd ignore me
But you came back when you put me on hold