all played out

I've got problems
But you never know what it's about
Now don't you fucking lie to me I know you're having doubts
My mind's so fucking blurry and my head's so fucking loud
So upsetting
Look at how it all played out
Look at how it all played out
Telling me it's alright telling you that I'm not okay
I can't even think my head's a cloud
You don't wanna talk to me and it's just fucking with my brain
Fucking with my brain
Yeah I'm not okay I go through this shit every day
Always act the same I know it's hard for you to change
She gon' show me love but I know that it's all fake
I could never switch
But you know that I can't stay
'Cause you keep on talking talking
I'm so fucking tired of it
I just wanna go up I'm trying to hit some higher summits
Walk into Saks I spend it all bitch I don't got a budget
I never really opened up I wanna try it out
There's so much pain inside my heart I wanna cry it out
So many tears upon my face I had to dry it out
Just hit the blunt a couple Times feel like I'm flying now
What's the rush baby? I just wanna take my Time
Give me one more chance give me one more try
What's the point of it all if one day I'm gon die?
Come and take it away just come and take my life
Look at how it all played out
Telling me it's alright telling you that I'm not okay
I can't even think my head's a cloud
You don't wanna talk to me and it's just fking with my brain
Fking with my brain
Yeah I'm not okay I go through this shit every day
Always act the same I know it's hard for you to change
She's gonna show me love but I know that it's all fake