So Hot Now

I was obsessed with what is
I was unusual selfish
Noone believes us, sad this
Just makes hot or cold forget it
Tell lads their flag needs blowin
Says he would wear them first
Wife beater chique so hot now
Not still known you're waiting here for best

Negative body image
No way to make it mine
They stole your sole through forums ten years on you're left for me to find.

Shyness is a curse, shyness could be the end of me.
And what are you?