11th Hour (I'm Not OK)

Another tragedy begins this scene I set for you
With false realities in which I live because of you
I choke tonight on hate and wash it down with agony
As feelings disappear with every lie I still believe
With needles in my arm
Love's laced with razorblades
But for tonight I'll say my peace and be okay
These sins I must repent
This love seemed heaven sent
But now I hold the knife to my own throat
I'm not okay
The voices in my head that bring me to this pain
I'm not okay
They scream your name a thousand times and fade away
I'm not okay
I stand and curse the winds that bring upon the rain
I'm not okay
But here I am again the king of the insane
So as I lose my mind I write another verse for you
These fairy tales of pain and misery that lie within the truth
I close my eyes because I know what's next to come
Incinerating into ashes from staring at the sun
With needles in my arm
Love's laced with razorblades
But for tonight I'll say my peace and be okay
These sins I must repent
This love seemed heaven sent
But now I hold the knife to my own throat
And scream
I'm not okay
The voices in my head that bring me to this pain
I'm not okay
They scream your name a thousand times and fade away
I'm not okay
I stand and curse the winds that bring upon the rain
I'm not okay
But here I am again the king of the insane
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
The voices in my head that bring me to this pain
I'm not okay
They scream your name a thousand times and fade away
I'm not okay
I stand and curse the winds that bring upon the rain
I'm not okay
But here I am again the king of the insane
I'm not okay
The voices in my head that bring me to this pain
I'm not okay
They scream your name a thousand times and fade away
I'm not okay
I stand and curse the winds that bring upon the rain
I'm not okay
But here I am again the king of the insane