Ugh

There's so much more to this than that
Suppress the feelings, bite them back
Too many reasons caving in
Choking on words that you won't give

Now I am trapped within
Slowly sinking in
Waves of never-ending terror
Stay forever
I am afraid to see
What's become of me
The rope I'm walking on gets tighter
Cross the fire

Oh, save me 'cause I'm falling down
Oh, we are so far from the ground
I don't want to understand
I just want to hold your hand

The sadness tastes like yesterday
And time won't take the pain away
Become obsessed with what's destroyed
Break all the walls to fill the void

Now I am trapped within
Slowly sinking in
Waves of never-ending terror
Stay forever
I am afraid to see
What's become of me
The rope I'm walking on gets tighter
Cross the fire

Oh, save me 'cause I'm falling down
Oh, we are so far from the ground
I don't want to understand
I just want to hold your hand

This is not real and what I feel
Is only making me reveal
What it will take to make me break once and for all