Maybe I Won't

I'm in Exile from Eden
Cast out from all that I've known
A Pilgrim a'wanderin',
A stranger to even my own
I left my future behind me
Left her to go it alone
Set out for nowhere
Draggin' a heart made of stone

Maybe I'll go on forever
Maybe the end is right over the hill
Maybe I'll wait out the weather
Maybe the sky's gonna keep on for years
Maybe I'll break every promise I made
Maybe I'll keep on a-diggin' my grave
Maybe I'll reap all these bitter ol' seeds that I've sown
Oh, but maybe I won't

Last time I talked to your mama
She said you were getting on fine
You moved out to Lubbock
And married the love of your life
I wish I'd've been there beside you
Seen you all dressed up in white
Ain't it a shame
The way that things turn out sometimes

Maybe I'll go on forever
Maybe the end is right over the hill
Maybe I'll wait out the weather
Maybe the sky's gonna keep on for years
Maybe I'll break every promise I made
Maybe I'll keep on a-diggin' my grave
Maybe I'll reap all these bitter ol' seeds that I've sown
Oh, but maybe I won't

I end most every evenin'
Countin' up sheep n' mistakes
I stare at the ceiling
And feel the time slippin' away
Maybe it ain't worth the sayin'
And maybe there's nothin' to say
But maybe there's solace
In your father tryin' to find his way

Maybe I'll go on forever
Maybe the end is right over the hill
Maybe I'll wait out the weather
Maybe the sky's gonna keep on for years
Maybe I'll waste every day I have left
Chasing these memories with a cup a regret
Maybe I'll let it all settle down deep in my bones
Oh, but maybe I won't
Maybe I won't
Maybe Won't