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I feel imprisoned
Where is my shame
I wish that I could be distant from you
And you wish that we could have stayed
I wish that I could see different from you
And you wish that we were the same
But you never listen
Or maybe even try to think about it
So self-centered you don't even stop to think that maybe I was
Only asking for a different place
These sticks and stones don't hurt like they used to
All I wanted was the tunnel's light to show
I'm only asking for a different pace
This life on the run might take me out soon
All I wanted was for you to show me more
I can't believe that you're like this
No drinks, and no sex; you're still sick
Let's have massage on the cruise ship
I think my husband's full of shit
It's not in my
It's not in my
It's not in my head
I wish that I would stop thinking of you
And you wish that we'd freeze the frame
I wish that I could remove what we'd do
And you wish that I'd play the game
But you never listen
Or maybe even read the room to get it
Can you get the clue
Maybe I don't want to be around you
You don't get it
You won't let it
Send another message, "has he read it?"
So self-centered you don't even stop to think that maybe I was
Only asking for a different place
These sticks and stones don't hurt like they used to
All I wanted was the tunnel's light to show
I'm only asking for a different pace
This life on the run might take me out soon
All I wanted was for you to show me more
I can't believe that you're like this
No drinks, and no sex; you're still sick
Let's have massage on the cruise ship
I think my husband's full of shit
It's not in my
It's not in my
It's not in my head
I hit the wall
I'm at the bottom of my fall
Over, over, over again
With the bullshit small talk