I Just Can't

I remember all the scars you made
them deeper now that they’re a part of me All my fears livin‘ in harmony
every time that you show up and leave

I‘m still
longing for your medicine
There’s no pill
that saves you from shadows within hiding
from words that you whispered again and again and again

I just can‘t stand
the voices in my head
Telling me to go go, losin’ my control

I just can‘t see
the light inside of me
Tryna burn it up up, find a way to stop

keep on falling down from the clouds maybe rain could wash away my doubts I been looking in an empty crowd