Agnostic

Would I believe in god when recently I've been drained
I don't expect to answer it but it's just a little comforting
See, I'm not afraid to tell the truth cuz I know you're not listening
But the truth is that I'm really struggling
You see there's thoughts in my head I never thought I would have
I mean what if I wasn't here, maybe then I'll be glad
See, I don't think anyone would mind because I've become such a burden
So I'll just grab my drink and pray this stops hurting

(I'll pray this stops hurting)

(I'll pray)

(Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned)
(I'vе spent my life worrying about one thing)
(That onе thing was spent at night and that's wrong)
(And I can't change it because I've lost it all)