iLLusion

Much to feel without identifying
Am i a coward for it
Or does that set me apart
Ppl will hate you for this
This lack of suffering
Yo i still suffer dawg , just not for that i can avoid
Or is this illusion
Of course there's always that other side
But i'm more comfortable with the notion that the truth lies sometimes
Perhaps i shouldn't talk of myself so much
Is this a story to tell
Or am I running in circles just to show what I've found
Is there a point is there a purpose
Idk maybe I'm comfortable with uncertainty aren't I
Or am I lying to myself as a proxy of comfort
What should i face if i should face anything at all
One foot in & one out Perhaps I'll figure it out
I got so much of myself ppl have grown accustomed to need me
I guess it's cool tho I suppose
I'm so much better at existing
Much more conscious of the knowledge given to better those around me
Moufuckas don't listen It's crazy
But now it's time for me to live how I want to
It feels lazy
That's cause I spread myself thin to give me more work lately
It's time to get focused
More mental strength training
I want the dough baby
I want some more lately
I want my style I want the food I want the culture baby
I want to make it mine
If I want it I take it
I got respect for people, those unrespected wasted
We expiration dated , so why the fuck we wasting
Time is of the essence
You staying stuck in placements
Get over your losses
Start seeing the weakness
Change bridges the painful
So as long as you face it
Generation that's at stake so long as you waiting
Go & get it baby
Go & get it baby