Endless Rivers

I'm in the middle of a brand new club
They let me sit around
They raise their glasses to the power of ambition
Like a privilege they proudly think they've been gifted
Deserving faces
I've been witnessing every minute of it

They try to convince you
Money is the key to satisfy any desire
I tend to become like them
c voice inside my head is asking me to fight
I'm drowning in endless rivers
Battling with the waters
cnd I forgot my truth and I tend to feel sorry for myself
If that's the life they want
I'm glad we're not the same

I'm turning 30
cnd I'm dating someone who's older than me
My goals have changed
But I don't like the raw pressure that goes with them
Like a privilege I'm always thrilled I'm invited
To the garden parties
Fashionista's speeches, houses by the sea

I'm slowly getting used to it
I crave what I didn't want to fall for
There's no way back
Now I know

They try to convince you
Money is the key to be proud of who you are
I tend to become like them
c voice inside my head is asking me to fight
I'm drowning in endless rivers
Battling with the waters
cnd I forgot my truth and I tend to feel sorry for myself
If that's the life they want
I'm glad we're not the same