Break

Holding in my pain cause I look insane if I don't
Hoping that they think that I'm okay but I'm so gone
I need a break from all of this bullshit
I don't feel safe so I gotta full clip

I could've faked the way I felt
I should've snaked but I'm myself
I could never do what you did, no mistake you came from hell
I wish I listened to my mom
Kept my distance and moved on
But I couldn't help the way you were persistent when you're wrong
Addicted to the person that's killing me inside now
Like a cigarette when I hit it feel alive now
Why do I go back knowing that you'll never change?
You're like a drug slowly killing me but also numb the pain

And I don't wanna deal with that
So I just pop some pills for that
I hope one day we can still go back
But that don't seem like a real pact

Holding in my pain cause I look insane if I don't
Hoping that they think that I'm okay but I'm so gone
I need a break from all of this bullshit
I don't feel safe so I gotta full clip
Holding in my pain cause I look insane if I don't
Hoping that they think that I'm okay but I'm so gone
I need a break from all of this bullshit
I don't feel safe so I gotta full clip

And I don't wanna deal with that
So I just pop some pills for that
I hope one day we can still go back
But that don't seem like a real pact