I No Longer Want To Apologise

Terrified soul
Mouth full of soil
Lungs filled with grass
And mind full of glass
But lies made ma a liar
Bad people made me a crier
And it all turned me into
The person that I hate
Well, you think I'm nice?
Well, thanks
But I'm afraid that it's another lie
So you really think I'm a good person?
Just wait until I make you cry
I swear, I'm not doing it on purpose
Honestly, I'd rather fucking die
And I'll dye my insides blue
And most likely, die, too
'Cause I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna hurt you
But I still fucking do
So you really think I'm a good person?
Well, that's just another lie
'Cause I know what I have done
And now I'm left with the urge to die
On the other hand, you were good
On the other hand, you were nice
And I told you that so many times:
I didn't deserve your love
It's been a few months,
You made me bite the dust
And you turned me into
The person that I hate
So you really think I'm a good person?
Just wait until I make you cry
And yeah, I'm doing it on purpose
I won't regret it 'til the day I die
'Cause you made me wanna die
And I would've if I tried
'Cause you hurt me
You hurt me so bad
And you still think you had the right?