Pray at Night

I lost another friend today
Why do we have to go away
Been hoping for some better days yeah yeah
Last time I saw Susan
It was the alcohol she was choosing
It just kept on abusing you

Fuck I’m far from perfect
I don’t think I’m worth it
I keep doing drugs
Just to calm me when I’m nervous
And I fucking hate myself
Cause I lose the ones I love
But I keep on doing drugs

I’ve been searching I’ve been looking for a way out
But I can’t change I could die any day now
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost
I’ve been faded I’ve been living in a day dream
I’ve been fucked up since I was like sixteen
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost

Wake up to another tragedy
This life is not a masterpiece
I feel like god is mad at me yeah yeah
Last time I called Brandon
Couldn’t even understand him
The heroin had the damage done

Fuck I’m far from perfect
I don’t think I’m worth it
I keep doing drugs
Just to calm me when I’m nervous
And I fucking hate myself
Cause I lose the ones I love
But I keep on doing drugs

I’ve been searching I’ve been looking for a way out
But I can’t change I could die any day now
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost
I’ve been faded I’ve been living in a day dream
I’ve been fucked up since I was like sixteen
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost

I’m not sleeping cause I keep on dreaming nightmares
Hallucinate I start to see you when you’re not there
Ever since you left I can’t sleep throughout the night
I battle all these demons but I still can’t see the light
Angel on my shoulder she’s been gone for a long time
Devil on my side as I get lost in the nighttime

I’ve been searching I’ve been looking for a way out
But I can’t change I could die any day now
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost
I’ve been faded I’ve been living in a day dream
I’ve been fucked up since I was like sixteen
I pray at night to an unknown God
Pray at night but I feel so lost