Tryin’ To Figure It Out

Trying to figure it out again
They have me going around in circles
Even when i don't deserve it
I know it's gotta be worth it
So I'm trying to figure it out again
They got me going around in circles
I've been trying to stay focus
Even if you didn't notice
In my arms (do you see it) inside my arms

Look yea it's funny how life ain't
Shit until you see the worst
Seen the pain felt by someone you
Love laying in a hearse
Like some of those feelings extinct
Everything down the drain you just
Stuck in the sink
Barely hold on but everything wrong
With you gotta shot ready for the long road
Like you wouldn't block
Your feelings over but it's
Not searching for slots
Trying to get in where you can fit
Like someone on the top waiting on you
You hurting and your people hating
You ain't ever did them a thing and
They heal saton on yah damn
All hope keep breaking on you
Trying to figure why you lose
Why they faking on you

I feel you called up in
Int the permanent ways
Whole body going numb you
Been hurting for days
You don't know which way to go
Stuck in the maze
So I'm hiding in the church
Where they hiding for prayers
At the end of the tunnel light so bright so
Sometimes you gotta fight without might
Face it Life seems nothing is going right
It's not that quite but until
You trying to focus
I know you about to fall just pray
Ain't nobody notice door closing but
Not body but you is chosen
And get that blessing you
Feeling belly rolling
Time ain't left at all like
It's something stolen still
Trying to straighten up and hope
That it's never over

I make you believe yeah i will I will I will