Mistakes Were Meant To Be Made

I'm just tryna find a way, I'm just tryna find a way
I'm just tryna find a way to behave Chaos in my brain, I don't wanna get stuck
in the rave I meditate to feel okay, my head is empty
as a cave I'm learning from my past mistakes, my mistakes
were meant to be made I can't find a way for me to behave
I'm taking pills so that I feel calm when I get stuck inside the rave
Can't even meditate, it gets darker deeper inside the cave
I say fuck the past because my mistakes were meant to be made
Your first impression is your best one, guess what
I just learned a lesson not to take suggestions Stuff em like congestion, pretend to be pleasant
Won't get you nothing but treated like a peasant
Living the present, it's a full moon before it was just a crescent
The pain inside your heart, you can't hide that away
Turn your inside out and just let your emotions navigate
They gon ride the wave so I call them Tom Hanks in Cast Away
Don't tell them no secrets cause they will snitch to the magistrate
Play baseball I pass the plate
Who gon get a mag today and who old bitch gon get a new double c bag today
I'll throw some cash away she got the baddest face had to learn from past mistakes like NASCAR she gon drag a race
Get my money adequate and it wasn't and accident
I'm just tryna find a way to behave Chaos in my brain, I don't wanna get stuck
in the rave I meditate to feel okay, my head is empty
as a cave I'm learning from my past mistakes, my mistakes
Were meant to be made I can't find a way for me To behave
I'm taking pills so that I feel calm when I get stuck Inside the rave
Can't even meditate, it gets darker deeper inside The cave
I say fuck the past because my mistakes were meant to be made