To Die Today

Do you like it when I’m dying?

You know everything about me
Playing with this verity
I have broken infidelity

Take away all my feelings
I will die today

Now I’m stronger than i ever was
I don’t fear the pain, cause I’m not weak
Partially I've gone blind – my look was scorched
Well show me everything I can’t see

There’s no stronger feeling than
A fear of losing you
Or myself?

Wisdom leaves me
Don’t understand what’s real here
More painful from day to day
Maybe I’m insane?
I‘ll be a victim to myself
I’ll еnthrone a pride and humility on my altar
Deformеd from inside
The crowd flout on me

I scream for you
Right into your heart
Do you save me?

I don't ask you about anything
Just turn around
Turn me down and take away all my feelings
I'm dying today