Losing

Smoking again I said I wouldn’t
But I’m out with my friends
If you’re in love
In don’t see no fucking need
To pretend
I’m high as fuck
I was disappointing you
At the end
You had enough
Now I’m falling off
The deep end

There ain’t no reason
To feel like treason
When you turn around and tell me
It’s all just teasing
I know the feeling
When they say they finna stay
At the end they leaving
There ain’t no pleasing

Hit it one more time
Then I give it up
Cause I know that if I try
I’ma fuck it up
I just need another chance
Cause I’m out of luck
Why you always feel
You don’t give a fuck

Drugs stored in my mind
5 a.m. I’m walking outside
Little bit of love
I’m wasting my time
Wishing I could stop
And just hit rewind

Need a dealer for every drug
You abusing
And I know this shit between us is just using
I proudly perfect baby
I sing you sing
But when we giving
I’m the only one losing