Are You Aware?

[Verse]

I'm trying to convince myself
That red is blue, that You need me
’Cause I need You
Who am I lying to?
Scared of everything
I'm trying to put an end of this
Something forgotten, but vagely familiar
Came and ruined everything

[Pre-Chorus]

What am I waiting for?
I couldn't break the cycle
Shit that happened before
Happened again...

[Chorus]

My lonelyness will kill me once
Are You aware of it?
I’ve never been in love like this
And I've never been so upset
Don't You know, when I was younger
I used to hurt myself
Opened veins and fucking blood
It rains outside of my broken hurt

[Verse]

I won't stand another trial
Even if the angels will help me
There's only one messenger of Heaven
That can give me what You give
It is You and I don't want to hide the truth
'Cause it makes
My suffering more painful
And I can feel it again

[Pre-Chorus]

Pain helps me to feel alive
And it's only way I can
Try to loose my chains
And survive to die another day

[Chorus]

My lonelyness will kill me once
Are You aware of it?
I’ve never been in love like this
And I’ve never been so upset
Don't You know, when I was younger
I used to hurt myself
Opened veins and fucking blood
It rains outside of my broken hurt